the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

2009-11-21T22:22:00.001+08:00

Announcement:

The previous blog post is not counted! =P

i love my day

2009-11-21T22:14:00.001+08:00

WEEES im hugging my dear rite now in my house =) I LOVE HIM =D

2009-11-12T20:23:00.006+08:00

ALRIGHT! now im dusting al the dust away!

SHOOO SHOO POOF POOF haha

wells.. nowadays i cant just stop thinking about the whole problem.. it is just freaking childish to even think about it.... to be freaking a 2 headed snake person.. just makes you even more low down and disgusting...

wells.. i cant believe there is such people still existing in this world.. GOSH!... you are freaking 18 for god sake.. cant u act more mature?

you're just like a kid in secondary school who stills try to backstab people in the back.=.="!...

whats the use of this man?

wad? the prize is u gain her as ur best friend.. and no one else sharing with u ?

that time it was her u targeted on.. now wad me? trying to get rid of all the others that u don like beside her?...

wells u noe what if thats the case go ahead man... i don freaking bother about this thing.. just go ahead and take whatever you wan but just leave my friends alone.!

wells.. u may have your own "army" or group.. but i don freaking care.. u @#$%^

my gosh.. ic ant find words to even describe u!.. this is how freaking low u are getting..

so you noe wad?..

*FUCK OFFFFFF _|_.....*

AHHHH

2009-08-27T15:05:00.001+08:00

I WAS FORCED TO UPDATE!!!!!
AND NOW IM A BOLSTER!!!!!!!!!

*CRIES*

ELMO FOUND =D

2009-07-31T09:28:00.000+08:00

WEEES I FOUND MY ELMO =D haha
gonna be a short post only! ahhaha

thanks to azul and jim =D
haha you 2 realy made my day today! ahhaa
happy!

haiish

2009-07-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

wells!! i donnoe wad to say!! i flunk my ut!! arghs... alot of things has been happening not good but bad!!! aghs.. dissapointed in myself.. did alot of small mistakes here and there!!! hope to maintain my GPA! as long it does not drop im happy enough!!

well.. donnoe wad to blog about alr..
just wanna sae..

im dissapointed that the person that known me for ling really don understand me that well. if that's ur definition of best fren, then is different from mine.. i'll rather we just stay as frens...

*not all your long term frens are ur best frens. they maybe someone just beside you or just got to noe.

okok sweep sweep

2009-06-29T23:51:00.007+08:00

HAAHAHA yes!!! long time since i ever last post!
haha not very long actually! like lesser than the other time =P
BUT
ah shan complaining!! AHHAHA so gotta update lorhs!
see i so good update cos of u =P hahaha

wells. my life has been a little monotone! AHHAHA
nth much happened man,.
special events
went NS with dharsh, clara, martha
haha admission was free =P clara has complimentray ticks =) soo good!!! ahhaha paid for the tram ride!!! cannot take potos!! so sad lars!!!!
had bens and jerry! =D yummy spent round 10+ for ice cream =D AHAHHHAHAHA awesome shit! =P

went to celebrate vien's bdae =D
met up with the clique.. as usual who will be early man!! AHHAHA no one!!! esp me =P ahhaha wells. had dinner at..... i forgot the name =P will edit once i rmb AHHAAH i hope =) budden it is at cathay quite nice =D had al fransco dinning =D a howle new exp. food there was alrite price reasonable.. mayb will go back there again =P ahha depends!!

after that sian... nth to do headed back to CCK hand out in the park.. tok shit.. drink and song... cab home with emily!!
and u noe wads!! i was so clever i didnt bring my wallet that day!! ended up browwing from emily! my gosh!!! wells~!! lesson learn
CHECK IF UR WALLET IS THERE BEFORE U LEAVE HOUSE!! HAHAHAH

met up with boon and niam for catch up =)
went to the new mall at bugis iluma.... then of course they are late!!! ahhaha and then sian alr.. went over to Bugis junction!... walk walk.. tired.. ended up at mos burger playing UNO! AHHAHAHA can u believe it!!!! ahhaha and of course i was like owning for the first few rounds =D so shiok!!! AHAHHAHA wells. visited emily at her shop and of course viens too which is just beside mos burger!! and of course she quit no long AGAIN!!!!! ahahha

stay in one job cans?! hAHHAHAu fickle minded girl!! AHAHHA wells.. i love her.! wad can i do? =P ahhaha

met up with vien, ernest, rc, emily, jia min, iris, gane for some catch up =)
wells. i was bored .. no ballet that day.. sme more my niam home qurantine!!! hahah
so asked them out.. went to eat sub way with jiamin and emily first... then iris come along... went to meet vien... then walk all the way to cck park again.... metup with rc... he supa slow cans!! ahhaha then ernest come.. then ganesan came.. ying jie then pete. wells we were playing poker.. loser do a dare!! wa lau me and vien kena 2 times!! damn PS lorhs the dare!! wa lau i also don wan to say!! ahahah

emilyad iris also kena 2 times!! ahhaha the best part!!! when rc lose i asked him to look into iris eyes and sing to her a love song!! MY GOSH!!! UNFORGETTABLE!! ahhahaha

wells... walk vien home.. cab back with emily... then... went home to prepare for the next day BROOKS RP RUN =p hahah
wells before that i went to my niece bade party.. kinda boring but oh wells.. HAHA

went for BROOKS RP RUN! ahha with my dear W55A and chiron seniors =P hahaha
well this was the highlight!! ahhah
slpet over on sat to sun..
MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT trying to slp!!!
ahhah my 2 bestest fren come disturb me!! ahhaha i feel sooo violated now!! they slp every where on me!!!! my butt stomach back wa lau!!! ahhaha then revenge time =P

played too much cant slp went out to gaze at stars... tok tok tok then a non-girl come.. then we ended our girls talk! AHAHHAHA
wells... at some point we started again ahha

went back into E3 exibition hall went to the toilet there near the lib.. sit there lie there tok tok tok! AHHAHA KE MIN'S THIGH DAMN NICE TO SLP ON =P ahhahaha

tok till 4am got to get up alr... went to bath!!! and clever me!! i forgot to bring towel left it at my bag!! my gosh!!!! ahhaha wells.. went back... ate breakfast event start.., half way in my duty i went to find dharsh and martha.. ahhah sit at road side see cute guys run =P ahhaha

wells!!!! i didnt expect my pri sch fren to reco me!! ahhaah he called me when he was running! ahha i stun for a moment!! lol!!!!

then!!!! decided to ehad back.. SO DAMN TIRED CANS!! the result of not slping!!! aahhaha see!!
ended up go home.. slp at 1pm woke up at 9 pm slept at 12 am then woke up at 7.30 am SEE!! and still not enough slp!! haiish!!! AHAHHA

OKAY!! THE BEST THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME!! I BOUGHT A NEW MOUSE!! FINALLY! THE OTHER ONE CONFIRM DEAD ALR!! ahahha happie happie me and guess wads t cost 40.90 and i paid for 11.90 ONLY the clever sales girl gave me the wrg change =P AHAHHA I DAMN HAPPY CANS!! =P and and and a jaw breaker from shispal from US =D thx dude!! =P

AND AND AND HAPPY BDAE MY DEAR TEDDY BEAR =D (BRIDGE-T) AHAHHA
i love her and always do =P ahhahaha

OMG!!!

2009-06-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

OMG this was supppose to be posted on...

6/29/09!!! haha anyways enjoy!

JB OUTING WITH CUZZIES =D

2009-06-07T01:51:00.009+08:00

wees! had a great friday outing with cuzzies to JB =)
ahhah
practically a friday without ballet is heaven to me =D
will make full use of that day one =D hahaha

well anyways =) started of at they coming our house first..
parked car and my dad drove us to the bus stop to meet the rest..

who went?! ahhah jolene, darren, ju li, ju yi, daniel me and my bro =D
7 people! ahha awesome =P
took 170 to the immigration.. did all the stuff. blah blah blah..
and off to city square =D FIRST!! hungry!

ahhahawent to eat at Kim Gary =D the food there was awesome!!!
i was so full that i can eat anymore! not to mention the seafood dinenr in the night!!
AHAH went shop shop shop.. seriously i didnt even buy anything at all.. =.=!!!!wad a waste!!
i cant find anything i like!!!!!! !@#$%^&*
haha and i don understand why ju li and daniel can like have soo much things to buy?
hahha wells.. i donnoe! ahhaha anyways..... shop here there.. saw a bag i supa loved!!!!!!! wanted to buy!! budden i control myself! ahhaha i like spent round 90+ on taiwan spree!! =(
soo.. RESISTED!! ahha
good job suli =P hees hees

went for seafood dinner! =D expenses bao by my aunt!! soo good =D ahha we had erms... chilli crab, ceral prawn, kai lan x 2, rice, baby octopus, deer meat, satay, sugarcane juice. it was a awesome dinner!!! i swear its freaking nice!!! ahhaha will go back there again! =P.

wells.. headed back to city square and bought JCO..headed back to my home.. sit down slack slack tok tok then they headed home =)
well. had lots of fun =)
not bad for first cuzzies outting ehs =P hahha

PICTURES TIME =p

HAHAHA

2009-06-04T23:18:00.004+08:00

hahaha i bet no one comes to my blog alr!! =P
after all the inactive-nesss... ahha

welll i shall start from end of sch =)

yeps yeps THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! ahhaa sadly we still have UT one that day... i hope i did well... =P i was thinking of holiday all day long like holiday mood man!!.. ahhaha

AND AND!!
we celebrated TIM's bdae also =P ahaha a.k.a KOR JIE!!! ahhaa the new name that we have given to him =P
had an almost enjoyable day!! ahaha he was like so surprise la!! somemore say the cap very AH BENG!! where got!!! nice okays!!! ahhha

sooo.. after that wew went to eat!! ahahah then my bimb and i always ed up eating the same stuff =P..
first when we go there we ate chicken cutlet noodle?.. ahhaha cause laksa sold out!! damn then we swear that we will eat laksa the next time! =P and we did!! haahha... then we see ppl eat prawn noodle.. hand itchy itchy again.. haha then on friday was prawn noodle time!! =P ahhaha well we had fun.. cam whore here and there i swear the guys arhs.. take pictures like wan their life..
nth to say!!
haha anyways!!!!

did nth for the past few days of holiday!! so boring!! budden im soo tired..!! like i feel something wrg..! arghs.>! i wont think about it =P ahhaah

TML GOING MALAYSIA =D
hope i can buy some stuff there!! hees hees..
and i sent ard 90+ on my taiwan spree! i swear after this i wont spent anymore!! haha
I SWEAR! ahha =P

lets hope arhs =P ahahah

anyways!!
HAPPIE BDAE TO TIMMY!!! KOR JIE! AHHAHA

well!! pic time =P

UPDATING TIME! AHHAA

2009-05-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

my gosh!! i cant rmb when is the last time i came in here to sweep the dust off! ahahha
got pestered by so many ppl just to update!! well here i am like after almost MORE THAN A MONTH!!! ahahha

well just gonna say what happen when sch reopens!
LOL

okok sch reopen!! and now like our class is supa more bonded!! ahhaha love it =P
well there is some loves and hate in my new sch life you noe.. like J2 is the hate one.. hahha the others is LOVES one =D ahhaha

i bet some of you know wad i talking about =P

well our sch open subway and im like SOOO addicted to it la!! and it is like SOOO freaking ex!!! my gosh!!
luckily i have a subway buddy to eat the same stuff as me =P hahah WEES! happy happy =D

things are busy these few weeks esp when sch has just re open!! it is like hell man!! ..
my gosh! cant wait for holidays to come!! ahhaha =D

well...

29/5/09 - JB with cousins! =D
1/6/09 - out with jolene
2/6/09 - chiron workshop

AND AND!! =D going out with ah re they all! i mean renette! ahem! ahhahaa and and and ke min ai ya the class la! ahahha

wells.. today me and ah re bought a pendant my gosh!!! she bought like unique!! when she is like soo not!! hahah i told her she sld get the bimbotic one! aahaa that like suit her better! =D hahaha and of course i got the drama queen! hhahaa is just soo me! =D ahhaha love it! ahhaha

hmmm!!! wad to say now?! i donnoe!!ahhaha PHOTO TIME! HAAH =D erms something wrg arhs. cannot upload =) ahhaha wil wai the next time =D hahaha wells!!

gonna slp =D ahaha
BYE!!!! HAHAHAA

i love you you you you & you =D

FRESKING LONG!

2009-04-18T14:07:00.003+08:00

hihies =D OMGOSH! I CANT BELIEVE IM HERE!!
hhaha
FINALLY im here to update like for serious shit!! ahhaah
now i have to recall wad did i do during thiiiis looooooong period!! ahhaha

lets see
i stop at 2nd MARCH!! my gosh!! ahaha anywaes shall put in calender format =)

3rd march - went out with martha =)
4th march - in sch for briefing for SL/Sh and chiron peeps
5 march - out with menda and went food hunting for chiron bbq
9 march - outing with clique(pei shan, shawn, van) addtional ppl ben and someone else.. to PRAWNING =D
10 march - work..
11 march- rp enrolment. and celebrated niam's bbdae =)
12 march - HAPPY BDAE TO RC AND MENDA =)
13 march - out with martha
16 march - wei ze's bdae
17 march - celebrated BOON's bdae =)
18 march - ballet at woodlands CC
19 march - dyed hair =)
24 march - surprise bdae party for bro with his frens =)
25 march - HAPPY BDAE KOR =)
26 march - chiron chalet
27 march - chiron chalet
3 april - clara's bdae =)
5 april - volunteer for PA children football league @ RP
7 april HAPPY BDAE DARSH =)
8 april - meeting for handover ceremony and interview for top 4 =)
9 april - chiron handover ceremony'09 -i got the post of secretary.
10 april - dinner with daddy
11 april - dinner with daddy
12 april - HAPPY BDAE HONG BIN =)
13 april - HAPPY BDAE TO MY DEAREST QUEEN =D
14 april - HAPPY BDAE TO AH YANG =) AND IRIS.. somethin else to
15 - 17 april - RP ORIENTATION!!!

SAS WON THE PRICIPAL'S CUP!!!

WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!! =D =D =D

lalala

2009-03-02T22:26:00.009+08:00

hhaha finally got to see my NIAM!!! HAHAH
we went haji lane walk walk buy things haha had a fun exp =)
don wan go into details =)
hahaha then we went to eat at botak =D
then we went to find boon and then go to safra yishun and play pool =)
ahha it was the funest pool that me and menda has played!!! HORS?! =D
hahaha supa fun.. =)

let the photos do the job =)

TO THE PATHETIC PASSERB BY!

2009-02-26T13:21:00.002+08:00

TO: SOMEONE AND THE PASSERBY!

omgosh arent you 2 pathetic? or can i say that both of you are the same person..
if you are then i feel sorry for you.. you actually took up the challenge set by me! haha so pathetic... lolxx!!!

and i dont think you understand english! pls take a look at the side of my blog.. i alr state it very clearly... i think is either you are blind or not literate.

IF YOU DONT LIKE MY BLOG OR
YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME
COME TO ME DIRECTLY
PLS DONT STAIN MY BLOG WITH YOUR DIRTY TAGS
AND IF YOU WANT TO CRITICIZE PEOPLE
PLS USE YOUR NAME ON THE TAGBOARD
NOT AS ANNOYNOMOUS
AND PLS THINK IF YOU HAVE THE RIGHTS TO DO THAT.
IF YOU DO NOT USE UR NAME ARE YOU IMPLYING THAT YOU DON'T EXIST? OR SHALL I SAY YOU DO NOT HAVE AN IDENTITY...!! LOLX.. PATHETIC.! HAHA

IF YOU DECIDED TO CONTINUE TO READ ON
PLS RESPECT WHAT I HAVE POST !!
AND OF COURSE MY TAG BOARD TOO

HAPPY READING TO THOSE WHO ARE REALLY INTERESTED
AND GET LOST FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT

ecp outing!!! hhahaa

2009-02-21T13:25:00.004+08:00

okok time to post !! ahhaha
well 18 FEB!! hahah went out with pei shan, van, desmond, fabian, shawn to ECP! =Dwell was suppose to meet at 10!!budden haha i complained so we end up meeting at 1130!!=Dweees! hahaha
well then as usual haha there were ppl late! ahaha lolx.so we ate lunch and then set off to ecp =D upon reaching there we went to choose our bikes!! hhahame shawn and fabian choose the cheaapo oone.. cos?!! no money arhs!! ahhadesmond choose the more ex one then pei shan and van choose blading! ahhaha
well we set off from one end of ecp to the other end.. not really to the other end but over the other end.. means we went all the way o changi aiport there!!! hahahasupa fun..!! had lots of crapping ard..

rest there awhile see areoplanes take off then off we go back to return bikes!! ahhahamade a pit stop at the lagoon there to rest and to HYDRATE oursleves!!! omgosh so hot cans!! hahaha

me pei shan and van got ice longan, shawn got ice dou hua and coconut!!desmond ate cheng teng then fabian had icelogan wit jelly and coconut juice haha

well after cooling ourselves dwn we continue back...went back to return our bikes then we proceed to play with water!! =Dand also sun tan! ahaha now im burnt!!! haha

after playing blah blah blah.. walk to PP to have dinner..stop at pet shop to see dogs!! omgosh supa cute!! hahahhathen decided to eat at the coffee shop instead!! ahhaha cheaper =P

after eating, me van peishan and shawn went over to kallang shopping centre to sing K ahha desmond and fabian went of early...

before heading there we went to buy breezer and tidbits!!! hhahahad a long walk there lorhs.. =.=..hahah

sing sing sing then shawn went off at 11 and we went of at 1130..cabed home with peishan! haha

well thats all ive got for that day =) haha stay tune to more updates =P

time for a new post =D

2009-02-10T01:47:00.003+08:00

wells haha i think its time for new post alr =)

herms for CNY actually nth happening was quite the same as for the pasts years..

wells only something happen during the 2nd day of CNY.. its damn cool ahha i lazy to go into details! ahhaha too many to type hands tired =P

then the next few was =.=... BORING! hahah

wed went to sch to take ang bao frm li yan! haha
he quite good sia.. he give until 6 bucks! ahha =P wells only me JJ desmond and pei shan went..

after that we went to plaza SING!!!
met up with van and her bf and YONG TOH! ahhaa
budden we went to the cathay to catch a movie first =) ahha
it is the jia you xi shi! .. okays lars quite nice also
then after movie saw joanna peh in the lift.!! she damn freking SKINNY!!
wells anywaes after that went for dinner then walk walk

then went home! haha..

thursdae practically rot at hm!
fri went for meeting...
sat - went to town with martha =P haha
sunday - BORING! haha
then
mon 2/2 - meeting.. BORING!
tuesdae - BORING!
wed - BORING!
thursdae - went out with van and pei shan =) ahhaa went to vivo!!!!
enjoyable time! =P haha and = i end up spending money!! OMGOSH!!!

fridae - rot at hm then went for ballet..

okok 7/2 sat.. - went for EMILY's BDAE BBQ CELEBRATION..
wells it is not her actual day but...

SUN! - i donnoes wad fresking thing i ate during the bbq!!! i kena food poisioning.. i noe my stomach damn weak!! budden it was a hel out of time man!!! arghs.. hate getting sick... then in the nite kena fever.. omgosh!! i cant even slp well!!.

mon - E36F bbq! haha budden cans consider as a clique bbq lars. so little freaking people turn up!! budden it is still enjoyable lars hahah at least we get to rest and tok as a group rather than have to entertain a large grp of ppl... LOLX... was suppose to go help buy food.. budden i still wasnt feeling very good so i skip that part and then went in the nite only =) ahhha

wells this week gonna be out almost the whole time!! haha

tml gonna go out with JABS!!! budden the B!!! not going.. arghs... wellls hahah we shall see where we end up!!

then wed.. WED! supposingly to go east coast with my dear clique hahaha budden dunnoes confirm nots! ahaha better confirm!! hahaha

ooos dale today called me and told me she got into RP! =) ahhaha although it was not wad she wanted budden... hahah you still have me =D ahaha

since a long time!!

2009-02-01T02:08:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAAHA
I KNOW!!
it is super duper uber long since i step in here to post something!! =P
omgosh!!! i see cobwebs everywhere!! dust almost covering the whole webpage!!!

while! hahaha thats why im here!! =D
just change my webbie heading picture =)
it took me quite long to load the brushes and to start on with the work!
BEST OF ALL!! my photoshop didnt want to WORK! in thefirst place!..
so i ended up restarting my com!!!

hees hees sch ended... holis started =)
WEES!!! HEAVEN!! ahhaha
well went out almost everyday!! gosh!!! tired man!!
hahaha
IM LAZIE TO POST PICTURES!!! AHHAHAH

i think i shal post it on another post cos there is super uber lots of picsto be uploaded and it gonna take like a hell of time getting those pictures in here!!! ahahaa

well thinking of year 2 in poly IM starting to STRESS OUT!!!!
omgosh!! PP coming!!! wonder wad i will do man.. arghs.. advice?!!!

going to go into my course!!! omgosh!! can i handle?!new system in the sch..!! thx to some people!!!
arghs.!!! UT4 a KILLER!! UT1-3 become 45 min?!!!! wth!!!!!
budden on good thing about this.!!! SCH ENDS EARLIER =D and start ltr for us yr 2!!! cool shit!! haha =P

FOP coming up!!! screw up happen half way!!! argsh!!!!
back to the starting point awww man!!!!
its great to see a budget of $10000!!! budden onli ONE DAE!!! suddenly motivation to organise the camp all vanished!!!
I WAN 3D2N!!!

well gonan tok to faci's on MONDAY!!! hope it turn out okays =)
WAKAKKAKAKA =)

IM MISSING MY Q MON, V MON AND C MON!!! awww man!!!! we shall go out soon !!!!!
wakakkaka

AND THOSE E36F PEOPLE GOING FOR THE CHALET PLS TRANSFER THE MONEY INTO MY ACC BY TUES!!!!!!
thx you very much =P hahas.

okays... its late!!! happie with my creation and TADA =D a new post for all of you =D ahhaha

HAPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =P

oh wells

2009-01-04T19:17:00.005+08:00

wells.i just realised ive haven been updating for a long long longsssss time!!!
haha

so this is considered the first ost for the year =)

well xmas was a tiring dae for me.. both eve and the actual dae..

BEFORE EVE!
went to buy pressies for yang and booon at jp with niam =D
haha
we was actualie auite crazy that day i think =P ahha

well went shop to shop to findfor the perfect gift =D haha was actualie qute please with the things that i have gotton budden i don think y bank agrees with my spending!!! ! ahhah

well after all those my bank only left with like 28??
afer that was determine not to spend anymore =D ahhah

went home ard...haha forgootton =D

EVE

went out to marina to meet up with old frens =)
menda, vien, jia min, emiy, ren chou, ernest, joel, and some others =)

headed to marina with menda(niam =D)
then head over to find the gang...
well.. ahha as usual we were alwaes late =) budden we reach there bout 5 +?

had dinner with them at new york new york

well left ard 8+ cos yang and boon coming y house to stay over the eve =)
tot it will be abit sians.. so invited the gang over too =)

reach home and met yang, boon and xinni yang's fren =)

we headed to my rm... plaed exchanging pressents ahha damn farnie cans! budden the passage damn irritating!! lolx..
thx niam anf yang for the pressies!! =D

well hope they like the pressie's that i gave =P HAHA =D

after awhile the gang arrived too..
went to play mahjong !! ahha well didnt reallie have LUCK! lose quite alot also!!! =.=...

after a while, jia min, emily, shawn and his cousin went off first...
vien left behind to stay over =D haha

then shortly boon and yang wanted to go out to eat.. =.=!! they pig sia!!! eat eat eat!!!... ahaha so as usual yang drive out..

ard 12+!! ganesan called to wish us merry xmas... =D ahha
then i donneo why budden i invited him to my house =D ..
so he arrived with rc =D.. ahhah

then played mahjong somemore.. then

AI YA!!! i lazie to type alr!!! ahhaa..
well... just had fun and went to bed ard 9- 10 ?

XMAS DAE
merry XMAS PPL =D..

lol!! didnt have enoough slp!!! like seriously!!!
i was being woke up at 5+ by my dad... cos we needed to head to my aunt's house for TURKEY =D ahha

i don dare to slp in the car as my bro was driving,. not safe ya know!! ahhah

well upon reaching we was like sitting there and iwas so damn slply that i swear i could just slpon the spot!! hahaha =P

ate dinner watch tv.. blah blah blah...

headed home..

fridae

stayed home... watch more tw dramas.... and the end...

SAT

homed for the afternn.. actualie for a few hours cos i onli woke up at 3 +? =P
haha
then heade dto meet darsh, jin kee, jastine, shis to head over to martha's house for xmas celebration..
belated i mean.. haha

well..
watch tv,.. eat then went off with jin kee and jastine...

my dad came to pick me up then we headed hm, changed and went PRAWNING =D ahha

we prawn till 1 am..
didnt catch alot of prawns.. budden oh wells i still get to eat =D..

SLP!

SUN

didnt go for ballet. someone stood me up..
wells.
not worth mentioning..

then the rest of the week was meeting on mon for programmes..

tue they also had budden.. after the xmas stay over.. i fell sick.. =.=

sick sux!!!
had swollen eyes fever flu arghs..

well wed.. did nth. homed!
thurs HOMED!
fridae.. went over to sch for fop GM and trek meeting,,,,

then headed hm..
freshen up the off to ballet..

SAT

woke up at 11+ late for meeting niam...

head over to marina to celebrate jia min bdae..
bought pressie for her..
ate at fin. with gane, vien, niam and rc..

watch bed time story..

then walk ard...
departed from them...

me, ien, niam, gane and rc headed to raffles city..
bought british take away and bubble tea.. went to sit and found out something =D ahaha

then homed in the mrt.. adnd

slp..

TODAY

did nth.. woke up at 3+...
watch madagascar 2 and mama mia..

did nth until now...

BORED!!!

hate sch reopening... arghs,.

tagged

2008-12-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

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0- Who passed you this survey? What is your relationship to her? How do u befriend with her? And how do u find her?ATIE =D... frens....chiron =)....CRAZY =D

1- What is your real name?Poh Su Li

2- Which one do you prefer to be call?su li

3- Are u currently wearing something green?YES!

4- Do u eat raw salmon?yeps yeps =D

5- Are u married? of course no!!!

6- Are u attached or no? If yes whats his name and how do u met?no =(

7- If you are attached, would you mind if your boy got kissed by someone? not required =D

8- Do u love answering back?yeps yeps =D love too =D

9- What is you fav color? Name three. black, red, white

10- Why do u like the 2nd color of your earlier answer?my fav colour =D

11- Do u think u are someone known to public?nah don think so..

12- Have u had sex with anyone before?=.= of course no lars..

13- Do u like to be hated? who likes tobe hated? =.=

14- Do u think this survey is stupid? If yes, why? If no, why?erms asking toopid questions?

15- What is your fav lingerie shops? Name two. herms anywhere got sale =D

16- Do u prefer to wear G-string or normal undies?normal lars.. haha

17- What is your fav watch brand?ESPRIT =D

18- Have u own all the above mentioned watches yet?yeps yeps =)

19- What is your current addiction fav song? decode =D

20- Name your fav blog website besides than your site (list their name down) erms... not sure haha

21- Do u think by blogging can make u famous?no~ mayb..

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24- Are u planning to adopt a child like Angelina Jolie does?nvr!

25- Do u think you are pretty/handsome?cute! erms. normal?

26- Do u rate yourself as caring or understanding?up to people to decide =D

27- What is your occupation now?student

28- Where do u usually shop for your clothes?shops?

29- Do u prefer dresses or t-shirt and shorts? erms..depends..

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lalla boring!

2008-12-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

WELL!! haha sad to sae i haven go and watch twilight yets. =.=....
ahha anyways just watch finish fated to love you..!!
OMGOSH! damn nice =DDDD hahaha

i stay up late in the night just to watch =P ahha
now i think? getting sick again! ahha
wells i don care =D its holidays anywaes =D ahha

herms, wad to sae? this coming week im gonna be DAMN SUPER PACK =.=..
going out with daddie, E36F class gathering, ah yang, boon, nam and mayb hb coming my house =) for xmas eve =), mayb going to eat steamboat buffet with emily on xmas eve, going aunts hse for turkey on xmas, fri? ballet and mayb meeting up with khim to discuss bout the trekearth blog?

haha busie rites =D haha

lala going to rest now =D

chiao!~

FINALLY IM OUT =D

2008-12-16T01:22:00.001+08:00

woots finally out from home the whole dae todae =D haha
was rather happy though =)
was suppose to meet JABS at 2m at coswae!
budden due to someone tiredness we changeto 3 pm =)
haha

then i reach there tell me to go over to rp =.=
hahah cos yang driving todae =D haha
wees so cool =D

we wanted to go bugis! budden he donnoe how to drive there!!! ahha
so we end up going vivo...
going to reach there tad time he suddenly U-turn and bring us to a place damn nice one!!!

seriously the scenery there damn nice and romantic...
budden we lazie to get out of the car haha so we drive back to vivo =D aha

reachin vivo me and niam went on a shopping quest!!
haha
i went to try alot of jeans!!
ted & barker, pull and bear etc.! omgosh! non of them i like! haha
i only like the pocket design =P haha
then niam tell mi just buy the pocket lars ! ahha

*ted and barker the fitting rm DAMN NICE!!! haha =P*

well of course the guys went arcade to plae =.=...
half wae through! me and niam hungry lers..
so go and find the guys!
decided to eat at carls junior! ahha

me and niam share half half.. =P
then the guys ate one each! ahha
so damn ful after that!!

went to buy formal =D
me and niam bought a black formal but different design =P
budden love it =D haha

bought my esprit deoderant also =D haha

well after we are bored of vivo.. we went off..
parking fee only 4.90! ahha
not bad arhs!

then we went to see the nice nice place at nite!..
nth to see one =.=....
then we headed to westcoast park!!
the reach there realise nth to do one... =.=...

then we decided go holland!
turn here and there no parking =.=...
then just decided to go and plae pool!! ahaha
reach the carpark saw the car parkattendent! aha
we purposely wait till 10pm then get out of the car! hahaha

well pool was fun =D haha had alot of laughing moments =P..
then we went over to alameen shop to eat... e and niam ate 1 cw each and 1 milo dino each =)...
boon ate 2 kosong prata chicken wing ... yang only drank teh tarik! ahha
i took away his wallet in case he dicided to pay for us again!! =.=...

well felt bad about making him drive here drive there.. petrol not cheap u noe!
somemore he have t drive us home .. =.=...
somemore he have to wake up at 6.30! lolx..
well... gave him battery and then he send boon and menda home lers..

haha i was the first to gt home =D haha
wees gtg now =)

chiao!~ =P

TAGGED!

2008-12-16T01:08:00.004+08:00

oh wells.. i got tagged by martha in doing this!!! haha

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Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1. be with the one i love.
2.to stay happy always =)
3. friends forever eith my dearest ones =)

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
YES! haha i wonder if we are like some kind of SIMS! like other people controlling us! i noe im weird! haha

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
OF COURSE! budden i would gladly take up the challenge and do my best

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
NO! he should like me for WHO I AM! budden mayb MINOR changes mayb alrite =)

Q: Do you belief in Love?
Definitely

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Fas long as i like them? budeen hanging on too long aint good either.

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
haha just accept the fact and move on with life?

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
yeas.. budden haha not worth saying =)

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
nto really anymore.. budden if i like the person yes i will have.

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
yes.. some people..

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
FAMILY!!! friends .. BESTIES(girlfriends)... JABS... well every one i noe is important to me in a way or another =)

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
yeas..!

Q: Are you happy with your life?
herms.. at the moment yes cos i have losts of besties with me =)

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
ofcourse.. im not the type of plae type once i get into one i am serious with it.

Q: What type of friends do you like?
friends who understands me, be with me through thick and thin.. be there when i need them.. FUN.. carzie like =D haha don wanna name =D haha

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
YES!

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
herms... since if he caught my eye then mayb he is cute or hot.. or mayb both thn going dwn to look at his charcacter personality and then the way he behaves =)

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
i donnoes... of course i wont forgive hiim.. but... u nvr noes wad you will do when this happens...

now =D im gonna tag a few ppl =D haha
*PEI SHAN!, JIAHUI!, KURUPOK!, ~~wee wei~~ well i dont think he will be interested anywaes so ...next!, DALE! =), WZ!*

tired..

2008-12-08T13:18:00.002+08:00

well haha end of performance =))!!!
FINISHED!!!!! hhahaha
finally after all the hardwork etc etc. its OVER!!! haha

lala damn tired now =D update the photos another time? haha too many to put =D

nervous

2008-12-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

well i guess today is the big dae!!
haha
not somethingi look forward to anywaes....
tml is my performance day!! well is not ballet this time!
it is a mixture of comtemp. ballet. hip hop =)
haha

today just had rehersal!! OMGOSH! damn tired =.=...
i wanan go slpy now =D haha

nites =)..
*photos to be uploaded ltr*

twilight series

2008-12-04T20:58:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! twilight series is like damn bloody good!! haha
those that haven read the book its a must!!
=DDDD
just finish the last series breaking dawn today.!!
so nice cans!!
looking forward to the movie and i so wan to get the hard copyof it
meaning the books =) haha
the current one i am having now is in pdf format haha.
i thinki gonna start round 2 again! haha

it took me 1 week to read finish all the books.
I SWEAR that i am addicted to it!
ahha
love edward cullen!!
hees hees =)..
how i wiish i was in love with a vampire!! HAHA =D

waititing for midnight sun to be out =D haha
that story is on EDWARD's point of view =D omgosh so cool =D haha

2 weeks more to the movie =)
new moon movie in production =D haha

enjoyment =)

2008-12-01T09:16:00.003+08:00

ok i better start updating before i get too busie on readiing again =P

haha
well i stop on sat ehs? haha was suppose to go for the country side trek in the morning... buden wasnt feeling so well haha so didnt go again =) haha

well i stayed up the night before ENGROSS in reading twilight =) haha
surprisingly i finsih within 2 daes =D haha which is fridae+ sat morning! ahha..
then i went on the start on new moon =) hees hees now u all noe when i start reading i cant stop =P haha that was the same too i read till 3am in sat then i slept.!! finish it during the nite on sun =D haha

well if u ask me why i enjoy it so much? because =) i donnoes it captures me. interesting and and and i like to read myself =)

so as you all have guess after new moon, i started on eclispe and haha im on page 91
now =)
just a mere few hours then i can read till so far.. cant wait to read the last series !! breaking dawn =DD

o ya! forgot to mention that sat i went for bbq with team 2 centaurs =) haha
it was not that bad lars.. hees hees. well did enjoy myself at least =)

mon mon mon haha enterprise!!! haha
looking forward to WED!! =D spending time with my classmates haha.

cya =)

a well done performance =D

2008-11-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

well wad am i doing so late in the night?! why am i still not slping?!!

ahha

well basically waiting for my HAIR to dry ahha and also waiting for my TWILIGHT =D to finish converting to txt format =D so i can put into my ipod and read it =D haha WOOHOOS =D

hees hees

the performance was a blast =DD haha i really see them grow frm really quiet quiet to be able to perform infront of so many people =D

although it was not really a full house but hey you guys still did great =D *winks*

stepping into the playden memories start rushing back to me. the days we spend rehersing there for our tribal dreams and the boy who stole the stars. the fun the hardwork everyone put in to make it a sucess and the tears! omgosh! seriously miss that place!...

well it is nice to be in the audience seat haha although not used to it =D cos almost all of the time is me performing there haha head to the arts house with carene and joycee =)

met wz pass him ticket saw HAMBALI!! =D, MUNESH! FATIN & HIJJAH! haha and surprisingly saw mr erman too..! woots!

ahha well all of us sat tgt (me, carene,joyce,hambali,munesh)

we sat in the front row to STRESS them!

haha budden WELL done people =D after the performance went to find MR EDDY and the juniors! omgosh! haha miss them so much =)

amil, amirah, sharil, faiz the small fatin etc =) haha recieve big hugs frm them =D its a pity that they cant go out with us to celebrate or to slack cos... they having another round tml =D haha break a leg =D

ahha went to walk around with the dramaians =) its has been a long time since we catch up and everything =) haha so damn fun! omgosh!

haha went pass the bridge saw a culture show?! haha it was nice =) the effect everything =D haha well time to go hm =)

walk to cityhall bye to joyce =)

up to raffles city munesh need atm! f

ound out both his cards no money!

went to take taxi board a taxi at some traficlight after we walk one big round.

headed hm!

crap ard..

TADA =D reach hm =D ahha

ywans .. tired (: haha nites ppl =)

unexpected things happens!

2008-11-27T15:09:00.004+08:00

well todae have a string of unexpected things happening..
morning and afternn..
shall not talk about the one in the morning.. unexpected but ....

AFTERNN =D

haha the best =D someone came into my class and gave me an apple!! =D
i read the msg and found out is was from niam =D haha
so sweet of her! haha damn touch!
=D
didnt expected that to happen

love her lots =DD

wonder wad else unexpected thing will happen ?? =P haha

dramaians =D BREAK A LEG =D do a good job ltr haha =)

da note =Dda gift =D

lala

2008-11-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

well today communcation was easy =)) supa! haha
wees finally my clique start to bond alr! hahah
went dwn for ice cream for the past few daes!! omgosh! haha
eating suck cock everydae will get fat !! ahah i guess nid to run more alr!!! ahha

herms ytd went for training budden they didnt pick up the phone so waiit for them in the rm till the come back ?
dicuss on stuff. dian and tong left then did some admin and and and =D

trek earth blog have finallly been up =D budden!! still under construction =D haha
yeps yeps im in charge 0f it =D
haha

frisbee with jerral, kim, edward outside the culb rm.. then went back to do work
then went home with them!
haha

ok gotta start saving money for feb trek trip! omgosh 150! have to start saving haha if not ppl complain i alwaes sae no money then don wan go! ahhah

well todae herms... COMPETE with KURUPOL pet society! omgosh! i tell her how to gain points faster then she overtake me!!

ass!!
ahha

and and and i got 5 milk tea waiting for me =D hahah
cos we plaed a taboo game which we cannot sae thank you or sorry haha
damn fun cans!
ahha

after sch heas to coswae with ah shan baby, jia hui darling , MY shawn!(PS SEE ARHS =D), JJ, WS and sarah who left at the mrt station.

went round and round then plaed a game =DDD
damn farni!! ahaha
JJ!!!! JJ!! JJ!! ii noe u wan the no. VERY MUCH =D haha

lala

shant sae more alr! haha
tired!! =DD

NITES =D

DISGUSTED!

2008-11-26T08:51:00.005+08:00

omgosh! after ytd meeting, it really left me really disgusted of the SENIORS!!!!
WTH! is this what seniors will do ?
to put wet blanket on their own JUNIORS?!
WTF!

IF you all want us to RECRUIT other people to be in the comm.! THEN SAE SO!
pls don go one big round! is fucking irritating and damn disgusting to do it this wae.!

and wads with that sacarstic tone?!
"have YOU send the PPT to PERSON A?!!!!"
wtf!
why the sudden enthu about the things in the club?!
pls lars if u all just wan to get back at ONE person! pls don bring personal stuff into WORK stuff cans or not!
stop being fucking childish cans?!

can u all pls fucking grow up ?!!!
pls lars. now im alr DON feel like going for the meetings alr!
i don even have the mood to organise events!
like WTH this is just so fucking childish!

and also like say 80% attendence! some person even nvr appear for like so many bloody times. and out of the blue she appear! wtf?! recuritment of ur army is it?!

FUCKING NOT FAIR!

cant wait for next yr WHERE you guys are not in the club anymore!
cant wait for the time to come! SERIOUSLY! i think the culb will be better without you guys!

I SOOOO HOPE THOSE THAT I AM REFERING TO SEES THIS POST! I DON GIVE A DAMN IF YOU GUYS DECIDE TO GO AGAINST ME!
fuckers! you guys leave me DISGUSTED BY UR ACTIONS!

sorrie people i use alot of vulgarities here! budden it is really i am damn super piss!

GOT TO UPDATE RAWR!

2008-11-25T08:49:00.002+08:00

okok!! this time i really must post!!
ahha
it has been stuck at this page ever since ytd first meeting!!
RAWR!! damn lazie to update!!! haha
thx to CAROL!!! the KURUPOK!! haha

ook ytd was VERY VERY VERY RARE! that i went home like DAMN early!!!!

serious!
ahha tot i will finish everything my h/w blah blah blah

BUT i end up reaching home! snatch the wii player and start to plae Madagascar!! OMGOSH!!
haha
ADDICTIVE! haha

FINE i donnoe wad to update alr!!! =.="

HAHA

OVERALL!!!: I'M TIRED !!!

2008-11-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

The rain, just never seems to bring the joy,

I feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart, can't seem to learn to part

the hold you left the mark

all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Tho I told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now,but give in

If you gave me, one more chance

to tell you how i was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you

I won't live my life without you

If you gave me, one more chance

to tell you how i was feeling

I would hold your hand

and look in your eyes and ya know,I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train

I don't know what to say

I remember everything on that day

I can't believe we'd never dance

I just need one more chance

to share the sunset our one last romance

why?

2008-11-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

why do ppl still hang on to the hope when they know it is impossible?
why when ppl sae when they wan to give up it is naturally not the casE?
why is it so hard to give up?
why is there alwaes complication ?
why would they alwaes give false hope?
why is it i am thinking too much?
is it just me or wads?
i have no bloddy idea!
ARGHS!

i love you,
i hate you,
you suck!

long long time..

2008-11-15T20:22:00.003+08:00

woots.. i guess i t has been a long time ever since ive updated!!! haha well nth much going on in my life...
ALL MY SAT ARE PACKED! ahaha

well looking forward to the enxt few sats and also of course not forgeting my sec sch drama performance =) break a leg peeps =D

BBQ, wheelock place =) (haha marta u noe where rite? =D)....

damn Fing suay to kena someone for 3 daes in a row for my team! kns lars.. shiny botak ass hole! arghs! just cant stand him! gotta bring sun glasses for cog. lessons frm now on! ahha

well now currently just finish the ultimate race event.. can sae it was kinda successful budden me and martha got bored after a while for TOO enthu for the station master...
ahha
we blade we cycle =D haha
cool ehs =D

heerms.. WHAT WE SAW THERE!!

firstly we saw a man with a PARROT!!! damn cool!!! ahha
then we saw a black retriever and a Shepperd sooo cute!!
and then!!! GAYS! we saw GAY!!! =.= damn disusting cans!! arghs..
haha and and martha FELL =DD ahha
and i nearly knock down one participant! OMTIAN! ahhaha budden luckily i didnt!!! =D

and of course the best thing!!
WE SAW MR NG!!! HAHA our sec sch teacher!!

OMGOSH! so damn long nvr see him alr lars!!! haha budden too bad he goona leave fajar alr.. heading to northlight sec.. awww.. =((

well wish him best of luck =DD ahha

wells.. gonna rest soon =((... tml got ballet in the MORNING! and evening =((
HAIISH!!!
sians arhs!

*upload of pic ltr* =DD

PICTURES =D

2008-11-05T14:44:00.008+08:00

back =DD

2008-11-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

hees back from camp and all the hectic things in life...
yeas 1 week holis is coming to an end and didnt get to enjoy much though or get much rest..
mondae i practically stayed at home the whole dae!! haha good ehs?!! =D

while tuesdae went back to fjss drama club to see them rehers for their upcooming performance!! =D im so gonne watch haha.. then after that head off to watch HSM3!! hhaah
its damn nice i can sae =D... while ltr on proceed to sch to help to clean up chiron rm. but haha hen we were there, they were almost half done =D haha yippe and finally tore down the TREE!! =D haha..

wed is the start of camp... was amn reluctant to go to camp lars! dam sians lorhs no have the camp feeling!! budden oh wells drag myself there after all!! ahha
then had games blah blah blah thur and fri is still games blah blah blah..

and oh oh =DD centaurs got second for the whole camp =DD haha
go go centuars!! =DD ahha

oh wells i cans sae that the planning is not as organise as i tot as there was alot of waiting time!!! seriously its like we donnoe wad we waiting for..
well shall not grunt on it any more its pass alr..! hees.

well sat have to wake up early in the morning!! despite of being over shaged in camp..
head over to sch for the amzaing race thingy!!..
well true lars the juniors got no sense of urgency when it come to this kinda of things..
the turn out rate was bad too..
dissapointed but there is nth much i can do though..

headed to admirtly park then have to walk all the wae in !!! arghs... thx arh ali for choosing such a nice place....

then headed over to zoo.. budden i make a pit stop to hm to change to shoes first haha..
and my dad drove me to zoo =DD..

after that frm there we went east coast... then stop by at PP mac for lunch then head over to botanic gardens..

went there find find.. then headed home =DD..

took 75 hm with jasper.. as usual everywhere u go all the transport i take, I SLP =DD haha..damn tired cans!!! hees hees =D..

hees take care ehs bon voyage =)...

well TODAE!! i spent like donnoe how much lars!!
bought my performance costumes.. and my SLIPPER ahah fianally!!

and also a skirt ahha love it all =D..

*pls stop me from spending* !!!

camp!

2008-10-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

yeas gonna be going to camp U n I...
haiish.. so reluctant to go man... =.= wells not gonna be online for the net 3 daes!! ewww!! how can i live my life without lappie man!!..

oh wells.. ahha not the first time going for camp anywaes..
well this tim feels so sian.. like go there also nth =.=
don fell like taking part int he games.!!
ARGSH!!!!
supa sians..!!!

well update when i get back =)

hope i don leave have wae =)

haiish

2008-10-22T22:19:00.007+08:00

hahaa was being asked to update by BOB!!.. ahha
see i so good.. u ask me to update then i update... tsk tsk =D haha

anywaes really nth happen these few daes sia.. quite peaceful actuallie =)..
ahha

budden i donnoes why but im avoiding you...
but eveytime i try to avoid it just wont work...
i donnoes what i can do to forget u..
i wanna get u outta my mind... but how?
can someone tell mi pls?

arghs... irritating!!!

hate this feeling.. it sux..

wells anywaes wont bother much abt it i guess... trying to avoid in anywae i can means and waes tooo..

although i very much don wan to do this, but i feel that it will be better for u and me... don wan to add on any burden alr... arghs..

wadeva...

tml i CONFIRM going training =D haha.. i have to!! =.=!!! i need too!! i wan too!! arghs.. i need motivvation!!! lolx.

爱一个人真的让我很痛苦

2008-10-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

well its been long ever since i updated.

have been watchin hot shot for the past week =D haha.. the show damn nice cans?!!! haha
stop at esp. 12!! i wan to continue watching!! haha..

well other than that was damn happy ytd that someone didnt come to sch!!! WOOTS =D damn hyper =D haha.

well for the rest of the weeks was rather dull. suppose to go back treking on tuesday. budden meeting ended late oh wells.. dint make it for the thursday one too.. cos its my dad's bdae so hees went back home early to celebrate for him =D ..

bought for him a bruan buffel key ppuch =D.. ahha hopes he likes it =D

celebrated at cafe cartel and a slice of cake for him =D
ahha

happie bdae daddy once again =D

well wasnt in the happie mood this few daes.. donnoe y... fell that someting is gonna happen.. oh wells.

ytd went out with niam and boon =) ... so long dint see them lers =D
ahha
esp. going out with niam!!! =D
ahhah damn happie =D
went town with them...

bought a tankk top at mango...
walk to far east and bought necklace and bracelet and earring..
hees =D!!!
ytd i did spend alot ehs =D
ahaa
*im broke!! haha who can sponswwr me sia?!!! ahahha*

wells.. i did enjoy going out with them =D haha.. i donoe why budden i feel more comfortable hanging out with them =D..
loves =D haha

well todae basically my SLEEP was being disrupted!!!
ARGHS hate that..
somemore last min sae got dance practice!! KNN!!!

well anywaes.. was pissed off at one point of time during the practice.. shant sae any more.. arghs ruin my mood...

mother fucker.!

wells.. gonna stop here =).. hees..

how do i live without u ?

2008-10-12T18:23:00.004+08:00

okok i like wanted to update like so damn long and i tell myselfi must but hees hees the lazieness gets to me =D

for the next few months i think i will be BUSIER as berfore =.=..
ii tot there was a break! budden oh wells!..

hees...

few upcoming events.

overseas trip with trek - oct
cousin wedding - 11 nov =D
amzaing race - nov
anyhow arts - dec
planning for fop - ??

hees!!! so think i gonna be busie with training, events planning and dance pratice!! lots of it!!!..

OK!!! i so wanna buy a new phone!!!

see aint it nice!! RED =D my fav!!! hahaha and its fro japan =DD wees ahha waiting for the winter edition ta be out =D woosh!! ahhahthe best thing =D it has finger print sercurity lock =D weees =D hahah

oo ya and i nid a new slipper/sandals!!! ARGHS!

FUCKING TEAM

2008-10-10T09:37:00.003+08:00

FINE TODAY I HAVE BRRN GROUP WITH THE CLASS MOST DETESTEST PERSON !!!!
II CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! GONNA EXPLODE!!
HE KEEPS PEEKING OVER AT MY LAPTOP!!!!
ASS HOLE..
GONNA DIG UR EYES OUT IF U SEE SOMEMORE!!!

TIME PASSES SO DAMN SLOW WHEN I WANT IT TO BE FAST!!!
CAN HE JUST FUCKING KEEP QUIET?!!!!
=.=
AHHHH
MIND TORTURING!!! JUST LIKE SAW!!! =.=

lalalala blissful relationship.

2008-10-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

boos boos =)
yeas another update hees =))
haha

SATURDAY

hees hees maninly slack at home the whole day arhs.. then went with daddie and my grandmother to go to flower shop? haha
okok i noe is like WHAT?!
budden actuallie is a bore for me too haha..
but oh wells. spending time with my family ehs =P.

well i find that we almost bought the whole place =.=
overall we bought like 14 packets of soil?
flower pots and more flower pots
plants plants and more plants!
and a logan fruit small tree which we nees to waiit till 2 yrs before it will bear fruit..
LOLX!!!
ahahha

then after shoping at the place actuallie went to farmart to buy stuff, bought eggs.. supa huge..
quail meat bought 5 quail actualiie.
crocodile meat and bones pineapple blah blah blah..!!

ahhaha weird ehs! my family buys this kinda of stuff. ahha
budden i assure u quail meat is nice =D ahhha

anywaes went home then waiit till 8+ went to BPP starbucks to find for ziff ahha chill there slack there while waiting for james the snail to come =D ahhaha

he damn slow cans! ahhaha

anywaes slack lalalallala went hm round 12++??
hees..

SUNDAE

ok sundae i did nth.. reallie NTH!!! hees hees
original plan was to go sentosa budden hees hees as u all noe.. lalla ended up at home doing blogshopping =D hahaa

then went to slp for the afternn and then woke up for dinner =D haha..
then slpet for the night =) hees hees..

MONDAE

went to school and yeas the same old stuff...
budden todae's problem is enterprise =DD hhaa is relief faci +D haha

the faci damn hot cans?! hahaha
damnf arnie too =D haha and guees wads =D i got A for this module =D hahaha

founded out the faci comments is copie paste one =.=!!! no originality!! hahaha

went dinner with JL =) slack ard then headed hm with SHIS =DD ahhaha

TODAY

hees hees todae was UT! =.= still doable i guess =) hees at least get a B cans liaos =D hahah..
then sci was like ok lars.. budden my grp ppt was like combination of like 6 ppt from other ppl?... abit don like lars.. budden oh wells since i understand the oncept alr =D ahhah so why not? =D

hees hees =)

the calss was planning for 3 things ahha
chalet
R.P.I
class jacket =D

hees hees my class quite on arhs =D ahhah

well sat gonna be busie ade for me for all wekks alr i think..
this week will be going to check out prices for the jacket then going to sheesha =D then at night =D
WAKAKKA going to hillview manison..
ahha
to tell the truth actualie im quite scared!!! ahah but oh wells experience !! =D

ooo yeas.. my cousin gonna get married soon =) hees hees cant wait to go for her wedding dinner =)
i going to her house on 10/11 and actual dinner on 11/11 ... hees hees i want to go in the morning to play around one but i guess that will be not possible as i have sch =.=.. EEKS!!!! budden no matter wad im gonna go hahah =D once in a life time =D hees hees.

"glad that you have found your other half, wonder when will i find mine? is
it still too early to decide on anything? anywaes wish you the best of luck and
have a blissful marriage =))*

guess that week will be a busie week =.=.... as the amazing race actual event is on 15/11... argh!!! i wan to rest =.=... ZzzZZzz heees~!

I LOVE YOU,
I HATE YOU,
YOU SUCK!!! =x

updates AGAIN!!!! ahha

2008-10-04T13:04:00.006+08:00

okok i noe i haven been updating for very very very long =D
haha i promised some peeps i will update =D haha

so here is the post =D haha

MONDAE

okays so finally my event as finish =D haha

yeas it was on mondae =) and the best thing is tues and wed HOLIDAE =D haha
yeps.. can sae that the event was succesful even though there is some parts that we ddnt expected to screw up but overall hees a good job =D

WIINNERS ARE!
Mr SAS'08 - NAJIBUL
MS SAS'08 - FARHATI
Mr PERSONALITY - ALI
Ms PERSONALITY - SARAH
Mr PHOTOGENIC - JABEZ
Ms PHOTOGENIC ALBANIA ( my dear gurl =D)

and for those who didn won don be sad =) you all are stillthe best in some waes =D
ESP my SIAO CHAR BO =D haha ileane! ahha
you are still da best to me =D
loveyas =D

TUESDAE

practically had nth to do =.=
initially was to have a class gathering of E36F .. intended to go fishing.. budden ANDREW! haha he donnoe where he dissapear to =.= hees! oh wells.
SO =D ended up went swimming with my niam =D haha
love her lots..
we swim we crap talk bouts everything. =D

after that serene saes she wana meet up tok to clear the misunderstandings.
so we called ah yang too.

but in the end.. we ended up smoking =.=
then serene nr tok then sae she wan go hm so she went off first..
then she send sms and sae that she donnoe how to sae it out.

oh wells. this kinda of things needs time i guess.
dun wish to mention wad happen after that..
mood: confused, fed up!
was smsing with azizi ahhaah =D

WEDNESDAY

the plan... meet up with serene and jeff talk things out and settle misunderstandings.
then head over to town to have dinner with vien and ah lynn.
=D

so went to woodlands civic to settle the stuff.. hope that this kinds of things wont happen again in the future... let eveybody stay truthful to one another.. =) hees.
so after that went to eat with them.. jeff cae along too..

didnt noe he damn crappy and lame sia =.= waaa. seriously LAME!! hahaha
so after eating went to slack.. at playground...
hees. was quite slacking for the qhole dae.
didnt go nywhere but SLACK! haha..

then ended up didnt go mit up with vien they all.. cos! haha me and niam lazie sia..
ahaha
so me her and boon went over to kranji this fashion while serene and jeff went home to eat dinner.

practically! there is nth there seriously even though it is big =.=...
while went home after thats.. hees !...
was smsing patrick haha and azizi ahhaa

THURSDAE

yeas back to sch =(..
sians man sch... nth to do one.. haha.
budden COMPUTING seriously damn hard cans..
didnt noe wad to do=.=
fine oh wells..

after that went threading with martha and taz tag along =) hha and my dear martha got a hair cut! haha
=D

now is hort short hair =D haha..
after that went back to sch since we left it in sch =D haha..
slack ard with darsh and the rest.
went home with guru, shis, sharman, jasper, martha, darsh.. =).

well i can believe why cant u just be more sharing?! its just a small thing and
yet just like this u still wanna win?! wth... seriously grow up =.=

oh wells.. went home ate and hees. that azizi keep making laugh! haha.. farnie sia.. oo ya and he bought me a sandwich =D haha sweet =D hees.. thx! ahha

FRIDAE

yeas fridae..hees the module damn hard... =.=hees.learnt bouts parables.. hees! its brain killing man!! hahaha

yeps in the end got it solve ahhaha... went dwn to acc martha to do her ppt hees hees cos i done mine =D so she waas alone so yeas haha went to acc her.. in the end we ended up going to e1 packet back food and then saw darsh and taz =D ahha so we join them and ate at chion rm =D haha..

had bitching session there.. LOL!! ahhaa

after sch went foos there awhile then headed off to ballet. hees... we was choosing songs for our performance for the anyhow arts.... herms.. we was wuite in decisive of the song that we wanted so... haha we drag and drag! ahha.. oh wells.. at least we settled it after class =) its gonna be 80% comtemp. 20% hip hop =D haha .. hope everything goes well =D haha
so during class was like!!! haha did streching all those hees.! omg! my back is pain again =.=... oh wells.. hees! ahha

packet food back hm frm petir there then headed home =). uckily RJ submission close at next dae 12 pm =D hahah
yeas...

talk on phone with azizi haha.. then went to slp =).

SATURDAE
hees basically is todae..s nw the current plan.. slcaking at home =.= hees hees
mayb ltr oing out with ziff, jia hui and james to slack ba =) hees hees...

LALA enjoy the pics =D

..

2008-09-27T08:47:00.002+08:00

current place at home... preparing to go sch.. =.=..
i can sae that this week was a freking busie week for me and fridae was worst...

... i donnoe wad to post anymore but i broke dwn on thurs. HEES =)...

LALLALLALLALALLA~

weees =D

2008-09-20T12:05:00.002+08:00

hees hees yep =D it has been long ever since i updated =D
haha
what basically happen is that we have finis our FIRST event~!! =DD
wees.. so happie haha
1 load off our mind =D

now i have to concentrate on my mr and ms sas =)
hees hees =)
i can sae that overall it has a good turn out as in the participants
and reallie thx those who came for the audition =)
APPRECIATED (:

basically notthing much also.. my week todae is al bout SAS MINI CARNIVAL
so yeas haha...

ciaos =)

I OVE MY DAD

2008-09-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

hees hees this post is seriously fr my dad =DD haha

BECAUSE =D

todae actualie im damn pissed, stress PMS wadeva u name it im in that sucky mood..

BUDDEn =DD

ii went home and found the earpeice that i wan on my TABLE =DD

ahha

omgosh

my dad bought it for mi =D

haha

he really made my dae =D damn happie now =DD

DADDY I LOVE YOU DADDY I LOVE YOU

DADDY I LOVE YOU DADDY I LOVE YOU
DADDY I LOVE YOU DADDY I LOVE YOU

hees hees no matter how much i sae cannot express the feeling inside me =D haha budden still DADDY I LOVE U =D

weees =DD

SHAGED

2008-09-08T23:13:00.003+08:00

yeas aas wad u guys can see. I NEED A TIME OUT!!!

many things have been happening lately and im just so stress out.

chiron month comming

events not realli ready yets.

more things to be done.

budden for my side.

is the Mr and Ms SAS

worried bout responds

will the event be excecutte smoothly?

worried bouts the work getting done.

* seriously i don wanna sae budden their comm. is like fucked up*

yeas thats for my EVENTS side which like OCCUPYS like 50% of my life!!!

wtf..

other stuff like settleing frens problem

be there for them whenever they need me...

budden i think to myelf...

who wil be there when i nid them?

haish ii donnoes.

ii am just so shaged rite now..

for this whole wk will be another hetic wk..

ARGHS!!

II WAN MY LIFE BACK...

ii feel like quittin!!..

and to think of it i just persuaded suresh not to quit..

i gave him many reasons..

lolx..

and now im having the idea..

IM SICK OF MEETINGS!!!

IM SICK OF LOSING MY FRENS.

IM SICK OF HAVING NO LIFE.!!!

I WAN MY LIFE BACK!

I WAN TO BE LIKE THE PAST!

LAUGH WITHOUT WORRIES!

TRUE LAUGHTER!

and now i can find nth in it.

Chiron has made me Sacrifice alot of things.

-work

-frens

AND MOST IMPTLY!!

MY FRENS MY LIFE...

haiish... im seriously shag!!

i wan to just lay there..

slping...

dead i presume..

*notthing is working out for me i hate my life*

angel - in memories of you.... we will rmb u... but pls be there for her whenever she needs you... she is devastated by ur departure...R.I.P .. and take care =)

waiiting.

2008-09-07T18:56:00.006+08:00

i've mention in my earlier post i saw a wishing star.
yeas and i made a wish...
budden rite now, im sill waiting for the wish to come true...

does it really come true?
i really want it to be true.
i wish that the wish that i wish will come true.
its hurting me frm within.
you are hurting me frm within.
do you noe?
do you even care?
no... i don think so.
it hurts.
it hurts so much.
when i see you i feel like we are strangers.
we are slowly drifting apart.
further from what we are before.
things change.

I'm not supposed to love you
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to love my life
Wishing you were there
i'm not supposed to wonder
where you are and what you do
I'm sorry, i cant help myself
Cause I'm in love with you

© su li`~

*pls let my wish come true*

~ miss another dae of medication~

PICTURES =D

2008-09-03T22:19:00.012+08:00

hells lots of photo for ur viewing pleasure =D

sem 2!!

2008-09-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

yeas.. sem 2 todae =)) went sch with martha =D haha
tot i will be damn early for sch.. budden haha there is more ppl that are earlier than mi!! ahha
cool =D

break out 1 went to have luchfast with my clique =D
haha sooo miss the days where we are in E36A..
although it is near to me budden the feeling is diff alr.

missing the daes where we crap and blah blah blah =DD
haha

well have a little fun in class haha
we busie talking on msn.. lolx.
dont noe iif the faci realise haha
as our grp we were talking to each other!! hahah
me, zoe, james and geralene

fun ehs? haha

presentation we were the first.
was a little nervous at first... budden as time goes byit gets better =D haha

oops yeas.. and todaes module was communication ahah =D

after sch went dwn with james. met martha at lobby.
went W1... slack awhile
went to find my clique.

met up with martha, shis, clara at BK
headed hm with martha shis and ltr on jin kee.

hm!.. ate golden pillow? haha damn nice!! ahha
i so damn full now lorhs!! =D

yea... emoing emoing emoing!!! WTH!!!

the song that best describes my feelings

2008-09-03T21:10:00.002+08:00

the song that best describe my feelings now.

teardrops on my guitar.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone,
as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

UPDATES`!!!!!

2008-08-31T20:57:00.003+08:00

yeas!! haha updates for the week.

25/8/08
went to queensway with jia wei and clara
ahha acc clara to shop for her stuff. blah blah blah..
then went over to east coast park for chiron bbq.
wasnt that exciting and fin as i expected it to be and also the no. of ppl attended..
oh wells.
happie bdae jasper =)

26/8/08
had chiron month meeting at 9am!!!
was soooo shag afta the bbq didnt want to go but.. oh wells.
haha spamed jasper hp with 32 miss calls!! and he broke the record of dcing..
lolx.
afta that had breifing for Kentridge mounting biking trail.
was in charge of the kids course tgt with my niam =).. love her lots =D
thn afta that head over to alc rm to ask for the money for the datuk back..
keith didnt bring the money on that dae so collected the money from him the next dae.
didnt want to go out so didnt follow my friends to AMK..
ahha anywaes.. ah yang arhs. ur cigg EX sia.. ahha 200$ haha.
oh wells.. they saw something bad too and that dae was also not that goodie..
and yeps i went home.

27/8/08
had chiron month meeting at 10 - 11
and bondng session dry run at 11-3
afta the meeting went to eat with clara jia wei and martha..
and.. they forced me to eat.. yeas.. cos i can go w/o food for the whole dae. =)
oh wells.
didnt attend the dry run as by the time we got there they said it was cancelled due to shortage of ppl attend...
sooo..
yeas waiting for the next meeting at 3.30..
mean while we slacked watch movie and did all sort of stuff.
and for the meeting we had updates and yeas..
headed hm afta that..

28/8/08
had meeting for chiron month again at 12-3
then followed by events meeting for mr and ms sas at 3.30..
afta the meeting discuss more about stuff and yeas..
went hm afta that.

happie bdae rachel dear gurl =) sall go out afta ur exams keis ?=D
*once a dancer alwaes a dancer* =D

29/8/08
had bonding session actual event..
but before that we had chiron month meetin again.. 10-11
and afta that went to the bonding at onli 12?
oh wells.
didnt hadas much fun as i imagine it to be..
haiish...
thx for ah boon and menda for waiiting for mi =).
it has been such a long time ever since i have went out with u all =)) haha
went civic to slack there.
then met hong bin thn head over to ntuc to buy chocolate bread.
then went over to a playground to slack..
i realie have no stress whn i am with them..
they are the onli ones who bought laughter into my life.
the are the one who stand by me whenever i need them..
love them sooo muchies =D

30/8/08
was suppose to go out with niam..
we had this perfect plan.
haha
which is to bring angel out walking aimlessly. haha
budden it crash when it started to rain.
oh wells.. instead i stayed at hm to slp to get rreadie for the overnite at west coast park =)..
at nite.. waited for ah boon menda and one of ahboon's fren to arrive..
so damn slow!! ahaha
nvm lars =))
met up with them.. took 176 head over to west coast park.
i went to buy french fries.. ah boon bought PLAIN cheese buger while his fren bought mc spicy meal..
walk over to the end of westcoast park..
slack there and started eating our food..
during the period.. i got reallie depress.
it is not because of wad but yeas.. it is wad has happen..
ii knew that things are getting impossible by each day going by...
oh wells..
met up with ah yang and serene... slack there abit more then headed to the playground..
plaed with the obstacles there...
and lay at the net looking at the stars..
and lucky me =DD i saw a shooting star..
a slight of hope that was given to me..
i made a wish.. budden it is a secret =D.
hahas'

thorughout the night was fun.. shouldnt go into details as it is meant to kept as memories and nt to be shared =))
ahah
budden the best part of the nite.. norman lost 60 NUGGETS!!! altgt..!! ohmygosh
haha
he suay..
ahha
and yeas.. smoke quite alot in the nite.. ard 5?
yeas..

31/8/08
the kentridge race.
it was exciting..
saw quite alot of pro and saw how they move tgt with their bike.. woosh..!! ahha
cool man..
took the chance to slp in every chance that we have...
was damn tired after all the fun in the nite. =D...
ahha
afta the race i went hm cos gonna celebrate ms tay teacher's day..
haha
it was quite fun alrtie budden i am damn shag!! ahaha
farnie things happen during the celebration ahah shant sae =D lolx..
afta that.. i donnoe wad has happen to me budden i noe that i am damn shag...
budden i still choose to go out walking aimlessly with martha jestine and jin kee.
was reallie fun and stress free going out with them +)
i can talk to them anything =D
love them soooo much =D
haha

and as for tml.... gonna have back physio..
wonder how iis it gonna be like?
wonder~~!
hha
anywaes yeas..
this wk i have been slping damn late....
wld aim to slp earlier =D haha

ciaos =D

UPDATES =D

2008-08-24T12:48:00.002+08:00

lalala yeas was slacking at home the whole while =.="

i realised that i have been staying at home ever since the end of chalet....
wad has happen man?
usually i cant stand a day at home alr... and now?
arghs..
complications are coming out here and there....
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GIMMI THE 150$$
ii do not need ur money...
wad do u thiink ii am ?
WTH....

you said it was for my bdae present.. BUT
ii don freakin want it...
you arent that rich either...
so why are u DOING these?

you must understand... ii will nvr go back to you anymore...
ii have lost all the trust in you..
you lie to me again and again..
you betrayed my trust 2 times.
and i can never find the feeling back for you..
ITS OVER... u understand?
ever since that dae...
its over...

wadeva.. dunch wish to talk bouts this..

anywaes haha ii chiong 6 movies on fri!!! haha and 5 on sat =D
lolx..
movie marathon? or just trying to forget things?

ahha i dunch wiish to sae =))

wad will happen todae? movies?
aha i have no idea...

sorrie guys for not contacting you all this few daes =))
thx for ur concern... menda, ah boon and serene..
i just wish to be aloe for the past few daes as i were settleing my feelings... you guys should noe wad i mean =)

haha and yes la ah boon nths is wrg=) i guess haha
iif got will telll u eventually de =))

todae was suppose to meet him at K-box...
but i didnt went... partly is because i wke up late... i dnonoe why...
i don feel like giving u false hope.. neither do i want you to believe in it..
so yeas..

yeas =) alex came back to sing ytd =DD haha my bro =))
the one who is alwaes there for me no matter wad happen =)0
ahha
glad u came back frm nuang without any part missig =DD ahha
u noe wad i mean =D

kies shall end here.. post lots of random stuff. LOLX =))

dissapointment

2008-08-21T10:20:00.002+08:00

Okay many things happen the ps few days,

Monday

yea, morning went for "chiron month" meeting.. lolx.
haha the reason i put"" is because it turns out that they are celebrating my bdae.. haha
and sorry for cursing and swearing at u when u are late =(.. ps nia.. didnt know u all were organising this kinda stuff =))
loveya guys lots =D
haha u guys reallie rox my world =D.. *i can ask for nothing better* =D

thx to CLARA, JIA WEI, MARTHA and ATIKAH u all really made my day =)

and yeps.. today was also the dae of chalet..
dunch wanna mentioned bouts it.. all i can sae that is i didnt enojoy myself.. it tottaly sux..
WTH.. chalet? and we are like staying inside to slp?.. WTF???
it tottaly sux.. the wort chalet that i have ever gone to.

well that eventually stretch for my tue and wed..

as for after the chalet, wet back home and slept for 19 HOURS =DD hahaha
haven break my record budden it is so much better slping at home =D WAKAKKAKA =D

MY BDAE =DD

2008-08-17T01:52:00.003+08:00

WOOTS =DD haha
finalie ii am officaially 17 =)) ahah.

thx menda, serene, ah boon, jun yang and hong bin to come down to woodlands to celebrate my bdae and to acc me to pass 12mn =DD..
haha loveya guys so much =)) haha. *appreciated*!!!! =))
no words cans express my gratitude towards u all =DD haha..

also thx to those peeps who wish me =)) haha
junyang, serene, menda, hongbin,ah boon, koh yew(my cousin) =D, tony(er zi) =), martha!! =D, norman, wee wei =),chomelle, vik and mani more =DD.. thx u guys =D.. haha

will upload the pics in the morning =D haha tata~ time for bed =D

因為愛

2008-08-14T11:24:00.002+08:00

愛上一ㄍ人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害

放棄一ㄍ人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎

珍惜身旁的每一ㄍ人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦...

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~

~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?

如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?

是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?

是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

最真摯滴愛情不需要承諾

注定緣份滴情人不需要約定

只要真心真意滴對待眼前滴你‧‧‧‧

只願陪伴著你直到你不愛你‧‧‧‧‧爱你，永不变心...永远爱你直到永远。。。愛你愛你愛你

愛你愛你

last week

2008-08-08T14:22:00.009+08:00

for this week i was rather busy.. didnt went to work at all.

mon - green race dry run
tues - chiron meeting
wed - green race actual event
thurs - ballet
fri - ballet

as usual, thur and fri are reserve for ballet...
but for wed, last day of culture, faci treat us to ckae =)
thurs last dae of cognitive, faci treat us to canadian pizza.
todae fri last dae of ebterprise.. MY FAV MODULE =DD, faci treat us to canadian pizza again..

i think that i am going to be sick of pizza for the next few months!!!!.
haha got to decide what we want to eat for next week for the next 2 daes =D..

soon holidays are coming and we are splitting class soon..
sadded... reallie gonna miss this class even though many things has hapen between us.
arguments, notliking one another etc.

class chalet coming soon =))..
and yeps gonna enjoy myself there..

my bdae also coming... budden have a little no intrest to celebrate it.
as for today, my grandmother says that today is my chinese bdae haha oh wells..

15 aug going hosp. for check up.. cant waiit for it... back aching like hell..

well gonna stop here alreadie =)). ahah
let the potos do the job =D

LOVE IS

2008-08-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

LOVE IS PATIENT

LOVE IS KIND

IT DOES NOT ENVY

IT DOES NOT BOAST

IT IS NOT PROUD

IT IS NOT RUDE

IT IS NOT SELF SEEKING

IT IS NOT EASILY ANGERED

IT KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONG

LOVE DOES NOT DELIGHT IN ANGER

BUT REJOICES IN THE TRUTH

IT ALWAYS PROTECTS, ALWAYS TRUST,

ALWAYS HOPE, ALWAYS PERSERVERE

this is bad

2008-08-03T13:21:00.002+08:00

this is bad... i donnoes y my backache starts coming this few dae..
ii am so worried...
i told my dad i wanna bring forward my appointment..
i don wanna delay it anymore..

my dad warned me that that time my mum had cancer she also complain about backache..
i don wan anything to hapen to me..
=((

i still got a long life to go...
'while i shall see wad the doc saes when i go for the checkup..
pray hard that nth happen to me. =(

a day which i didnt regret =))

2008-08-03T02:51:00.005+08:00

yeps todae went out with my dear friends =))
hahahas` =))

it was a fruitful dae =) we went to plae, eat and watch movie and guess wads? lolx we just reach hm!! ahahha

oo yar =D forgot to add in i bought a mango bag !! haha lolx..
AND =DD haha i got my 3rd ear pericing =)) on my right ear. and seren got her 4th i think then menda 5th on left.. =DD

shall not talk much bouts it buts let da potos do da job =))

im s0rrie. =(

2008-08-02T10:24:00.005+08:00

as i told some of my friends before things arent going right for me.
i donnoes why but i feel that i have not been perfoeming up to my standard and also the task i am suppose to do..

chiron month.--
we are lagging behind and what i feel is that we cant reallie work well because of miscommunication.
we would want to be inform.
me as the AIC.. u as the OIC...
i donnoe what else i can sae..

things are just getting hectic for em and i donnoes iif ii can c0pe wiith them..
nvm.. shall not tok bouts the sad stuff..

today im going out with my classmate =DD!!! haha.

me, jun yang, menda, serene and ah b0on.
yeas onli 5 tis time cos hong bin lars.. work.. jun hao also..!!! ahahha
nvm lars.. anywaes for our plan todae i think we are going to coswae to plae arcade?
then go town to catch a 9.30pm movie ? ahah going to watch money not enough LOLX.

s00oo l0ng nvr go 0ut with them lers.. ahha cant waiit man =))

we are all meeting at 2!!! ahha =)

OO YARS ahah my dear trekers are going for teir ubin camp todae =(..
haha gonan miss u all BUTS =)) have fun kies? =))
ahha and ALBANIA... don get tied to the tree haha =DD

kies shall stop here and some random potos..

updates

2008-07-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

herms seems like i have been constantly updateing my blog nowades =))
haha
nth much happened actually but wanna thanks niam(menda) for buying me my fav. gummy 2 times in a row =)
haha and thx ah b0on for buying my fav. gummy todae!! ahah

so eas. this are my classmate. =)) arent they good? ahha
gonna miss them so much after we sepertae...
sounds like breakiing up nia..

iit has been so fast... 3 mths have past and we are bonded so close with each other..
wad will happen when we seperate?
will we lose contact?
will we still b going out tgt?
ii don wanna lose anyone of u =)..

you all made my day in RP.. haha..
ii have fun joy and laughters during class time..
we have our entertainers.. the KP KIA and many more..
although we have diff cliques in class, budden this is what make E36A..

so haha yeas.. ii lo0ve them so00 muchies..
can da time stop at this point ?

haiish...
the daes are getting closer....

17 more daes to my bdae =)) haha

wad a weeek

2008-07-31T00:16:00.004+08:00

wooots wad a week man.... its has been hectic as usual =.=""
seriously i think i needa get a life !! i have been drifting apart frm my dear class frens =((

now da schedule

mon- helping out jasper in his conservation IG [green race] ---- ii started to get sick thx to my dear classmates.haha =D
tue- chiron meetin which i was like half dead... [thx for lending me ur jacket ehs (: ]
wed- which is today.. WORK.. =.= so tired still as sick budden need to go work..
thurs- BALLET =(
FRI - BALLET =(
sat - outing with my DEAR CLASS MATES =DD woots. =) [looking forward tothat dae =) ]
sun - work/ slping at home =D wahahha

so basically my schedule goes on like this for every i think =(...

SADDED ..
LOOKING FORWARD TO SAT..
ice skatiin time =)) hahaha

some random potos .. (:

HAPPIE BDAE TO EUU's :)

2008-07-26T23:21:00.015+08:00

WAHAHAHA..todae went out with my GIRLS =DD
love them sooo much =D

soo long nvr go out with thhem alreadie =DD ESP. RACH =))
haha shall not sae much but let the potos do the job :)

updates =DD

2008-07-19T16:08:00.002+08:00

woots here are my updates =DD

was busie for this WHOLE week...

chiron chariot building event is up and spent everyday of my time after school to build the thing..

thus not being able to go work on wed =((

but haah never the less spend quite a fun time together with the members and yeps we have bonded =DD..

haha

but sadly to say we are still on probation period haha budden ii will prove myself that i can take it =))

actualie this week nth speacial happen...

haha let the potos do the job =)

tired..

2008-07-16T08:48:00.003+08:00

wa laus.. this week my shedule damn hectic...

got chiron building chariot and chiron month meeting..

damn shag....

plus withmi wokring after sch.. i am just so tired..

IIWANNA SLP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =((

ytd was the day i laugh till my stomachache again

AHAHHA

=DD

was fun hanging out with the chiron members. =))

they nvr fails to make mi laugh =)).

loveyaguys lots..

saw my long missed frens at ALC...

omgosh.. MISS THEM SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhaah

finalie saw albania... budden she..

albania darlingcheer up kies? =))

anything can come find mi dere kkies? =)

ii will be here for u whenever u need mi =)

then i saw yan nee and azzar !!!

omgosh miss them like siao

hahahha

then clide khai .... ahhah

thx clide for hhelping mi tend to my small wound okies ? =))

and KHAI =DD

thx for the live ENTERTAINMENT HAHAHHA.......

lastly a pic of niam's psp =)

MISS YA GUYS!!!!

2008-07-13T23:29:00.001+08:00

II MISS YA GUYS ALOT !! =((

HOW I WISH TIMT COULD GOBACK TO THE WAY IT WAS =(

missingyaguyslots....

SPREE!!! =DD

2008-07-13T22:17:00.003+08:00

as usual.. todae went to work.. and guess wads? =D
ii got hold of my bro psp ahha....
well can sae that todae is quite slack and mi and XY haha was busie plaeing viwawa there =DD
so in all, my work is just to slack, photocopie, on light off light / aircon, do everything and the end..
ahha
so after work =DD
me and xy we went SHOPPING =D..
we went bugis street to shop ahah..
the main objective was to help her find bdae pressie for her bf..
haha
ended up we walk here walk there we enede up looking at our own stuff and bought lots of things to =DD..
we each bought a tube top wich is 18$ for 2
bf tees at 2 for $20
thn shoes =DD for $23.80
belt at 10 $ =DD

so can sae that we bought the same kind of things haha and also saty almost at the same place =DD..
ahah

love ya lots =))
thx for acc mi shop =DD..
haha
iit was a fruitful dae for my wordrobe but not my pocket hahaha...

missesyoulots =)

wish everyone ta be healthy.

2008-07-12T19:33:00.003+08:00

todae herms... did nth muchies..
firstly woke up at 12nn then went ahead for music class at 1.45pm

surprisingly, there was a new girl and i can sae she is quite HOT..
budden abit bitchy though
therefore
HAHA
ii don like her lolx..
afta dat .. dad brought us to go to SGHto visit my grandfather (my mum's side)
he got blood clot in his veins and it was quite serious.
doc saes that by carrying out the operation is just to prolong his life and still gota high chance that he might get a stroke.. =((

when we visited him, ii felt miserable as when i saw he was all poke with tubes here and there and it looks uncomfortable ... i dont know how to descirbe that feeling but i know that soon.... his time will be up...

after visiting him,
my aunt told us that his neck vein is block 100% and the legs one is 80% and 30%..
so.. afta hearing that, i got more depress as i know i coud not help to do anything...

afta visiting, my dad drove my 3rd aunt and 1st aunt and uncle hm..
while we are heading dow to da car, i notice that my first uncle had just got a stroke not long ago..
the way i see him walk and eveything just pains mi to see wad my relatives are going through..
and thus this gives mi the determinaiton to keep myself healthy =D

afta we drove them back, our whole family went cartle to eat...
YUM YUM =))

and found out that the chicken stew there is not BAD =DD
iis reallie nice
hahah
there goes another food added to my menu =))

afta that went groceries shopping and yeps went home after that...

guess wad ? =D

2008-07-11T23:19:00.005+08:00

herms.. guess wads? =DD
ahha i skip ballet again =))... lolx.. is that suppose ta be good?
haha but to MI for TODAE =)) YESH!!!
hahaha

REASON..!! haha i got chiron club meeting for th chariot race and iis iin conjunction with the president coming to our school and also conservation month..
all i can sae that my shedule will be quite hetic for the next week and past few too..

BUT =DD
todae the building team came out with a design =DD
haha
and i can sae that iit iis quite nice .. AND of course we had crapping all da wae and we keep diverting from the topic
=DD

WAKKAKAKA
hahaha

after discussion we went coswae to eat BK haha
mi, clara, martha, Shishpal, suresh, ali WAS LAUGHING MADLY THERE..
haha
shall not go into details but
=DD

iit has been a long time ever since ii laughed so happily with all my heart =DD..
thx guys for making my dae =D
u guys rox to da max. =))
haha....

after BK.. went outside to slack cos we think we are too noisy in BK ahha and disturbing ppl too =DD..
budden ahha it cant be help =DD.. iit was just tooooo farnnie just not to be laugh =D..
haha

went outside the mrt there where normally the BANGALAS normally hang out
ahha
budden after we sat down tok abit.. the police came and they walk away
ahha
budden of course we didt get caught COS =DD we are SINGAPOREANS =DD
ahhaha

we plaed true or TRUE ahha
VERY FARNNIE
=DD
found out most of the guys secrets =DD
hahah

damn farnnie lars =DD
the wae they act and everything..
and ii think that they are the onlie one who just make mi laugh till my stomach iis soooo pain
hahaha
loveya guys sooo much =DD

below are some of the crazy gang poto =DD

2008-07-10T11:52:00.001+08:00

what your full name ? Poh Su Li

Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? Australia

Do you think money can buy happiness? NOIf you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? Ta be with the person that I love

Do you encourage girl to admit their love to guys? yes

What's love? Love is like wet cement the longer you stand the harder to get out of it

What do you dream of doing in the future? To travel ard the world =D

List out 3 person you love ? dumb, menda, family

What makes you happy? When I am happy =D

What type of person do you hate the most? Back stabber, lairs, betrayers

If You Do Not Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend,Do You Feel Like Having One Now? depends.. if the right one comes about

Who is the most important person in your life? My loves one

Do you have a crush on someone now? Who is it? Nope.

What do you like to see the most? The smile on my loves one faces

Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/her? yes

If the rumors of the end of the world is true. What is the last thing you wanna do before everything ends? To die with the one I love.

hahas dia ask me to post this =)) so this iis for dia =))

what has happen ?

2008-07-02T00:29:00.002+08:00

... i donnoe what has happen to me.. i have feeling rather moody.
i dont know if i could trust again.
i dont know if i could love again.
what must i do before i can be back who i was last time?

many question run through my mind while i was walking to coswae.
and also what he said on his blog.
can i trust what he says?
should i believe?
is it real?
if it is real then how r u now ?

i know u have may things to say to me and still have things to give me.
budden the only thing is that can i trust ur words again?
answering back to ur question:

you say that i don mean what i said.. all wad i said comes from what i really want to tell you. so if u do not accept it so be it. i don have the authority to ask bouts it.

u said that u realised how much pain i have been going through. but is too late.. u regreted but that is what u have choosen. u said that u are dying. how can i believe u ? is it true on what u said?

if so then why dont u know how to take care of urself? just remember u are not a child anymore. nobody can spoonfeed you if you treat this life dearly then do wad u can to save it. by doing nth makes no sense.... and that is not a good life or bad life for mi... as i told u the reason before. it is up to you if u want to accept it. you say u are sorry.. budden u don even try to retify the problem..... u broke the promises... u broke the love... iit iis hard for mii to sae that ii forgiive you for what you have done.. but whatever you do... pls think iif iit iis the correct way and not just by cooking up another excuse....

take care.

msg. for you if you have seen it i hope that u will change for the better.

i am tired.. so tired... i just want to have a rest....

a long time

2008-06-27T00:26:00.002+08:00

hies ppl.. i guess that it has been a long time since i ever post a new entry yeas? =D
recently was busie with sch work and also treking, ballet, chiron and stuff like that..
all this things are all tying me down..
i feel so tired ... realiie tired.. i don even have the time for myself.
i asked myself.
when did i last slept for more than 8 hrs?
when did i go and attend training?
why am i so comitted to ballet?
when did i last eat together with my family?
and eventually iit comes to when will i start doing all those things ?
my life, i am exhausted. but i am still moving on.
ii wiil cope and continue to the end of all this things.

oo yeas..
ii will be starting work next wk alreadie. that means lesser time spending with dumb dumb =((
ii will be working in coleman college..
as admin? part time?
but luckily it is 6$ / hr and includes CPF =))
haha so overall it is still quite good.

sorry ppl. my temper for this few daes is really bad.. =(( pls forgive if ii realiie did offend u =(

thanks =)

got to go and slp lers..
byes and nites =))

TODAE =D

2008-06-13T01:53:00.001+08:00

hahah da dae have finally arrived when my daddie bring mi out shopping !! =D... hahha budden he also brought someone along...
hhaa hmm overall we walk wak sshop shop eat eat also spent quites alot of money...ii bought a sandle da braziliano praia ahhaha ii used my rp student card to get discounts =DD... other than that ii also bought a ring hahah... not i buy one lars iis auntie pay ones... so yeas...hhaha
everytihing iis COVERED =D..
and also DON eat creamy mushroom pasta IIF uu r not hungry cos iit iis DAMN filling...
and of course ii didnt eat iit all hahahah..

then ard 5+ daddie drove mi to ballet... ahhah first time ii reach early and first time end early !! hahah WOOTS...

budden todae iis VIEN's bdae... didnt went over to celebrate cos too lates lers..
=((... soriie vien vien.. promise to make up to u =D.. haha
happie 17 bdae wors =D...
haha mine still long wae =D..

after that went to meet someone =D.. hahaa for mi to noe for u all to find out =))...

shall end here 1.59.am... time to slp =D.. hahah nites.

recent events

2008-06-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

haha fast ehs 2nd wk of holis gone..
this wk i had loads of fun haha ..
had went out with yan nee, albania, vik, bk (left when we arrived), amanda, amenda=), hb and mi...
SENTOSA!!! ahhaha we went there slack slack talk about secrets and bitching ard hahah and also the topic of da dae was sex LOLX... and da guys werent shy to tok bouts it hahha...
afta sentosa went vivo slack there and of course we talk more abt... hahah
afta tis dae, found a new grp of frens ahhaah as we bond we fouund out that we are not the person who we appears to be haha as ablania said first time she see mishe tot i was the clever kind haha budden afta knowing more ii am da crazy type =DD ahahh....
missing all of ya all alreadie =(... plan outing soon yeas ? =D...

also went to watch KUNGFU PANDA hahah with wee wei.. lolx the show damn farnie.... hahah thn afta that we walk walk ard orchard then go hm lers....
hahah thx arhs my record of going hm early hahaha =D....

for TODAE =) gonna go shopping with my dad and.... gonna buy all da things ii wan man hahaha.... =DD

shall end here`.. hahah =))

update

2008-06-09T15:46:00.001+08:00

just for some updates of my recent activities....

was quite busie for last week as firstly
last last fri which was 31/5/08
had friends came to my hse to stay overnite for da following dae
of expedition to datuk.
who ? ryan, bk, hb and of course my niam niam menda =)

and of course menda was late and arrived ard 2+... MORNING that is...
and what did we do while waitiing ?
hahah we plaed Wii BOWLing lolx...
was quite fun lars over all and had all da disturbing sessions done.
when menda came, she went to disturb all da duys who was slping and of course
i could not slp cos was waiting for her marhs..
after all da disturbing, we went up to my rm and whn we were abt to slp
da huys came coming to disturb us to plae true or dare !!!
haahha in the end all true no dare hahah
budden through all this, we get to know each other better lers and by 5.45 liddat my dad came to fetch all of us to Kranji MRT station and yeps he was speeding as normal...

when we reached lankin , we went to buy our breakfast hahah MAC ! =D.. and was so cheap lolx and we went walk walk ard...

boarded da coach and was sitting with sp overall he quite good lars hahah although i slept through out da whole thing...

reached gunang datuk and slowly we was getting ready to climb da mountain ..
my first ever expedetion =D..
haha

throughout the climb, da guys in my team help da gurls which onli has mi and yan nee inside..
ii finally saw another side of them haha they were so helpful =)...
thx guys esp. to jeremy who supported mi throughout =D..

reached the submit and woots iit was a spectacular view.. =DD
trust mi da view there is notthing compared to what u see in spore...

DINNER TIME =D..

hahah it was YUMMY... thx jon for all da personal food brought there =D...

EARLY MORNING
was supposed to be raining and all of us came out of the tent to start to prepare.
after all the commotion, it didnt rain at all ! budden haha iit iis fun =D...

GOING DOWN =)
this iis the difficult part man.. the track became slippery and was harder to go down...
most of us fell and those who were hurt was albania and rosie...
as for mi i fell and had a slight sprain budden it didnt hinder mi from going on =D

half wae through, cloud told us that we could try climb up da original route and of corse we tried =D...
it was much more difficult as all we could rely on was the tree branch and any tree which makes it similar to rock climbing..
budden after climbing , we felt great as iit was an good experience to us and yeps wld want to climb more mountain =D..

REACHED =D

woots at da foot of da mountain haha we all went into the srping water which was damnf reezing cold lars...
brrr....
budden hahah got use to da temp. and we started to pale with da water =DD

TIME TO GO HM =(

when going hm of course we dont wan to as iit iis such a nice place. budden we are heading to KFC to eat hahaha..
and of course iit iis cheap budden the service tottaly SUX... omg so damn slow lars..

first bus...
for da ppl taking first bus hahah some dumb dumb forgot to take their passport with them ... make keith and dian RUN to the bus station to pass to them luckily they have boarded da bus...

second bus...
hahah thats include mi =D...

of course we got da time to go SHOPPING =DD ahah and ii bought 2 tee-shirt hahaha cheap man 2 for the prce of 1 in SING =D....

and when we headed home.... ii was so damn blur.. hahah shall not sae ....
REACHED SINGAPORE...

OMG haahhaha finally i want BED ii want to BATH ii want to SLP
hahahah

shall end here for tis dae...

WEDNESDAE

had events planning workshop by chiron..

haha was fun and of course knew more ppl inside and also the difficulty of organising an event...

THURSDAE..

went back to da office to attend farewell for zaki -UNCLE, wee wei, john and albert...
haha da food was da same of course ahhaha...

afta da lunch haha went to go see see da ppl there =))..
misses them lots and they said i slimed down !! yeas =D...

haha and then as usual sit at zaki's place and had crapping sessions.. lolx budden this time wee wei also joined in ahhaha....

and of course at nite ballet again... arghs... so lazie to go lars..

FRIDAE....

hahha gorts training and also to return equipments used for the trip...
had fn doing all da stuff and ran 3 round round da sch ==.=.. tiring budden ahhaha good exercise hahha...

at nite..!! went to eugene celebrate eugene bdae..
went to eat STEAMBOAT =D..
hahah iit was nice.... budden ii think it was not cook properly and thus cos mi to have Diarrhea..

SATURDAE...

went to music class as usual and at nite went to ton at east coast park for da saucony 100 plus marathon event..

went there to celebrate alex bdae too =D
ii wil not go into details as iit iis onli for us to noe and not to share =D..

and then went to the jetty to see ppl fishing... ahhaa quite fun budden something happen... shall not sae..

SUNDAE

da event...

aaron wan also attended lolx.. and all of rp ppl were at the drink station... hahah we were there to give them drinks and to refill...
omgosh they like just grab and half f the cup of water gone ... LOLX...

and we have to keep pouring and pouring... and opening the bottle until our hand got blister and stuff liddat..

AFTER the event hahaha

we gort 10$ TRANSPORT ALLOWANCE =D..

and the we had buffet and we go take like no body buisness ahhaah budden for alot of ppl to eat lars =D...

then take cab home with aaron and jasper ii think....

then of course for mi i slept from 12 PM to the NEXT morning 9Am lolx...

slept for 21 hours hahah

MONDAE.. which iis no... slacking at home doing rubbish...

anywaes ltr going to the donnoes wad temple dinner that bob ask us to go one..

lazie to type lers hahah

tata~

*those who survive reading till the end =D good for u hahah *

changed

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and yes i changed my blog again.. to ebloggy to bogspot as ebloggy has lots of problems although iit iis damn user friendly =.=.... wasted... anywaes this will be my new blog alreadie =D ...